The Free Bully

God already killed my loved ones – those I happily served and loved; and those who happily served me and loved me. God already killed my brother and dad, my lolos and lolas, my in-laws, most of my uncles and aunties; already a few among my nieces and nephews, cousins; and already killed indeed great friends who rescued me away from religious horrors. Soon God will kill my 95 year old mom, and will have me put to death too any day now. And for all these horrors, I am suppose to love, worship, and adore God? I say: To hell with your free will God! You are nothing but a free bully. Poch Suzara