Masturbation

If I admit to all of my friends, relatives, and associates that I sexually masturbate my body, they are all shocked out of their senses. If, however, I admit to all of my friends, relatives, and associates that I intellectually masturbate my mind - they are not only shocked out of their senses, but they tell me that there is no hope for me but to end up in hell. Well, I ask, whatever happened to my "free will" under the inspiration of God's divine plan to do whatever I damn please with both my mind and my body since far more than my free will I have far more respect for my free mind? Poch Suzara